Please know there was ALWAYS hope and enthusiasm associated with the initiation of every new treatment. I may not always capture that in retelling the story. Please know and remember it was with us AT ALL TIMES. HOPE fuels the fight in living with MS.
As a caregiver you will know defeat.
Without sounding like something off the SciFi channel, its a lot like parallel universes. Your spouse with MS has one way to have to deal with it all, yet you have a parallel though no way identical path.
They have no choice. Yours is founded in choice. It can get weird!